Local Woman Missing by Mary Kubica – a Book Review

Well, here’s to a pretty good reading start in 2024. I guess there’s a perk to the fact that I’ve pretty much been sick since NOVEMBER! I had non-Covid and then I had Covid and then when the Covid was gone I was back to just the standard non-Covid still coughing my head off but still having to go about my daily business. At least I was able to read some books, right? For the first time in years my goodreads challenge tells me I’m actually ahead of schedule! Let’s dive in!

Synopsis

When Shelby Tebow goes missing, everyone looks toward the husband. It’s always the husband, you know? But then seeds of doubt are planted when local doula, Meredith Dickey, and her six-year-old daughter, Delilah, vanish without a trace. Eleven years after their disappearance, Delilah reappears, and her return calls into question everything previously thought about what happened to the missing women. The book bounces back and forth in time and between the perspectives of Meredith, the Dickeys’ neighbor Kate, Delilah, and Leo, Meredith’s other child. As these threads are all woven together, we get a clearer picture of everyone’s relationships to one another.

Review

Reviewing a book like this one is extremely difficult, because I can’t be completely candid about my thoughts. My main issues with this book surrounds motivation, action vs. inaction, and decision-making on the part of the characters. I found myself immensely frustrated at many junctures, not to mention utterly perplexed at how some things could even be possible. Too much wound up conveniently working out against all odds just to fool us into believing one thing over another.

I can definitely attest to this one being twisty, and admittedly I didn’t see a couple of the twists coming. But, honestly, that’s mostly due to the fact that much of this book doesn’t make a lot of sense. The villain? Without trying to give anything away, I will say that this person was completely different in the first half of the book than in the second. Such a rapid 180 is jarring, and I don’t think misrepresentation is the same thing as strategic misdirection. After things come to light, they seem to vacillate between utterly devoid of compassion to scared and desperate, which really muddles the whole concept of motive. Are you a sociopath or a freaking mouse just trying not to get caught in the trap? Also, there were just so many red herrings. I think literally everyone must have been a suspect at one point, some for pretty dumb reasons.

Delilah’s story in the beginning was great. It was riveting, moving, terrifying. Then the story lost something when we abruptly dropped her narrative and picked up with everyone else, and her story we only see through the eyes of Leo from that point forward. Leo’s perspective just seems utterly unnecessary and useless in hindsight. His is a very interesting perspective, but its potential also gets lost amongst all the other stuff going on. I don’t even want to get into how I felt about where Delilah’s character wound up. Suffice to say, she did not get the due diligence she deserved and that’s very disappointing. Honestly, I feel like she could have had a whole separate book dedicated to her story. That was much more compelling than Meredith’s.

Simply put, I think Kubica simply tried to include too much in this book, and that basically cheated each separate part out of its power to move the reader. A standard criticism I see from readers across the board about Kubica is the writing is pretty lackluster and simple. The appeal of her books is much more about the surprises she has lurking around the corners than in her skill as a wordsmith. I do feel that was made less obvious by the fact that I listened to this one. A good audiobook narrator can make the flow of the narration more pleasing to the ear and less disjointed than it is on the page. Despite what I saw as some pretty major flaws, I still found myself enjoying most of this book, It brought forth a gasp or two and I at least felt something for most of the characters involved. Overall, I give this one 3 stars.

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published May 18, 2021 by Harlequin Audio. ISBN 9781488211690. Runtime 11 hrs. 40 mins. Narrated by Brittany Pressley, Jennifer Jill Araya, Gary Tiedemann and Jesse Vilinsky.

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Tidy the F*ck Up: The American Art of Organizing Your Sh*t by Messie Condo – a Book Review

So, naturally, if I add the category of “Productivity Book,” to my reading challenge for this year, the Universe sends me a sign. It took one look inside my closets and kitchen pantry and sighed heavily. Unsurprisingly, the very same week, this delightful little tome shows up on Hoopla under my “Recommended for You” titles. Thanks, Universe. I feel very seen and judged right now.

I have never been one to pick up the foo-foo self help books by the Marie Kondo’s of the world. If I want to be judged I’ll go to a relative’s house down South. I definitely don’t need it from someone pretentious who is doing everything that I’m doing wrong right. What I will accept, however, is a dose of reality from someone who doesn’t take themselves too seriously. Enter Messie Condo, whoever you really are. Thank you!

This is not an earth-shattering book. You won’t have any epiphanies. You’ll sit there and chuckle a few times as a foul-mouthed realist gives you a slap in the face with the information you already know but desperately need reminding of. I cringed a few times inwardly as she told me things I really needed to hear. Yes, there’s a tiny little hoarder in there desperately clinging to a box of 30 year old cords and cables that I “might need one day.” I apologize. I am flawed. Very… very… flawed. Do I need someone to tell me to get rid of old cords, dvd’s I’ll never watch, and old sweaters I never wear that aren’t doing anyone any good and I admit I hate but I’m hanging onto them because someone gave them to me? Well yes, evidently I do.

The truth is, I hate waste. Let’s face it, so many of us are hanging onto things because we simply feel guilty throwing them away or we make excuses. Maybe we didn’t use it enough (or at all) in order to make the purchase feel worth it. Maybe we’ve created some ridiculous sentimental attachment to things even we don’t understand. Messie Condo is here to remind us in a very succinct and short little book to say, “fuck it,” and let that shit go. It is definitely short and sweet. The audiobook is just a bit over 3 hours in length. Chapters are short with logical and helpful advice, and she recaps it all at the end of the chapter. Add to that the humor she so deftly sprinkles about, you have quite the helpful kick in the pants delivered in one small volume. I definitely recommend this one if you are just needing that little nudge of motivation to get started. And if you enjoy being annihilated by truth bombs. This one has a few.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Published by Dreamscape Media. ISBN 9781690598275. Runtime 3 hrs 14 mins. Narrated by Natalie Naudus.

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Starling House by Alix E. Harrow – a Book Review

So far, I have adored everything Alix E. Harrow has released. I kind of feel like she’s been writing for me. Spooky houses, strong female characters, historical mysteries, and journeys of self discovery are prevalent in all her books. AND I’M TOTALLY HERE FOR IT! So far she seems completely immune to the subsequent book syndrome that plagues many authors, as she hasn’t cranked out anything sub-par under the pressure of publication. As a matter of fact, I’ve enjoyed every one of her books as much or even better than the last. First of all, let’s take a moment to marvel at these book covers!

Synopsis

Starling House follows Opal, a young woman with a checkered past and no REAL home to speak of, or so she thinks. It turns out, the definition of “home” will play a major part in the plot of this novel. Beneath the veneer of fantasy and small-town politics is a story of intense self discovery, and I loved every second of it! Opal is very complicated. She’s not afraid to lie, cheat or steal, but she does it all out of love. You see, she’s the only one there to care for her younger brother, Jasper. Jasper is bright and talented and deserves so much more than this meager existence they inherited from their mother.

For a long time, Opal has had nightmares about Starling House, and these nightmares finally draw her to the door of the mysterious mansion with a past even more checkered than her own. There she meets the current warden of Starling House, Arthur. Arthur is enigmatic, eccentric, and a complete and utter dick. Despite warning Opal to run from Starling House and never look back, she can’t stay away. The unlikely duo will find themselves unraveling mysteries about Starling House and about themselves along their journey of discovery, a journey that will prove to be more than a little dangerous.

Review

I loved it all. I love Harrow’s measured and lyrical writing. I love her character development and the complexity she infuses into each and every character and each and every relationship. I love the atmosphere and the way Starling House permeates the whole tone of the novel. It’s this perfect mix of everything Gothic, the creepy and the beautiful all intertwined into something that keeps you entranced from page one. I love the history of the house and the sadness that fuels the life inside it. I love the horror and the gore and the ooey gooey grossness that Harrow writes so well. I love the concept of choosing whether to allow pain to seethe, spread and destroy, or to heal and allow something new to grow in its place. This book presents so many challenges to our perceptions. Namely, what form does love really take? What does it mean to have a home? And when do you let go?

If I had one quibble, it’s that Opal seemed a bit dense sometimes. I felt like the light bulb went on over head way after us readers, and that could really make a reveal feel anti-climactic. How can your lead character survive the drama if she’s always the last one to get the point?? Get it together, Opal!!

Despite that one minor quibble, I still loved this magical book and I will pick up anything and everything that Alix E. Harrow writes with sheer glee.

Rating: 4.5 out of 5.

Reading Challenge Category: #3 – Reese’s Book Club pick

Published October 3, 2023 by Macmillan Audio. ISBN 9781250882783. Runtime 12 hrs 26 mins. Narrated by Natalie Naudus.

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The Ghosts of Beatrice Bird by Louisa Morgan – a Book Review

Louisa Morgan is a fairly prolific writer of modern fantasy, especially the ever-popular witchy titles. This is the first of hers I’ve read (I feel like I say that a lot about a lot of authors, so shame on me). I actually chose this one because my 9-year-old picked it up in the library and liked the cover art. I assured her it probably wasn’t suitable for a reader of her age but I would take it. HA! As I suspected, it was definitely an adult read.

Synopsis

Beatrice Bird is a psychologist. She’s a scientist who puts her faith in the logical and tangible aspects of life. She rejects religion and superstition. However, she also struggles with an undeniable gift. Always one sensitive to other people’s emotions, her gift exploded with her experimentation of LSD. Now she sees ghosts everywhere, the physical manifestations of other people’s pain that follow them through their days, seen only to Beatrice. Unable to withstand the decline this burden has on her own mental health, she withdraws fully from her life, closing her practice and moving to a secluded house on a remote island. She’s the closest thing to a doctor the island has seen in ages, there’s no police force, and the closest thing to leadership on the island is the order of nuns who operate the ferry and the little general store that supplies residents with the necessary supplies to get by. Though she’s come to the island to escape her ghosts, she’s drawn to a woman who arrives carrying a great darkness, two shadows that are unlike anything Beatrice has ever encountered. As she endeavors to help this young woman, Anne, she will begin to question everything she’s ever thought about the world and her own gift.

Review

This is a very unique twist on the paranormal theme. While it eventually introduces more traditional elements of a haunting, the hauntings Beatrice experiences are far more psychological in nature. Rather than a lingering passed soul, the ghosts Beatrice sees are projections of worries and fears of their hosts, giving Beatrice a sneak peak into their inner turmoil. What I appreciate about this book is the contrast of the two leading female characters. Beatrice, the rational and independent woman who struggles alone with the demons of others, and Anne, the fragile escapee from domestic violence who has never been allowed a taste of independence, couldn’t be farther from one another in experiences or personality. Despite their differences, they forge a kinship that will help them both heal the parts of themselves that have caused them to withdraw from life.

Morgan has a gift with language, and she crafts a lovely and unique tale. I enjoyed the way she developed her characters slowly and thoroughly, layering their histories together strategically so as to build the story in the most concrete way. I thought she did a good job presenting main characters who were complex, except for the villain. Anne’s husband, James, is a sociopath with no redeeming qualities and no backstory sufficient to help us understand just how he became so absolutely detestable. His casual cruelty was sometimes so over the top it was hard to believe, but at the same time I do realize there are men in this world who bear a striking similarity to him. Additionally, it’s very believable that a man such as him would hold a position of esteem with great power and sway over others.

I’m torn on the theme of religion versus science in this. While I think it’s a powerful tool, and it’s not often a subject broached in a lot of supernatural fiction, I thought it ultimately fell a little too heavy onto the God side. There were times I felt like this should even be classified as Christian fiction. A lot of fantasy and horror readers aren’t really into the religions proselytizing. Overall, however, that’s a minor quibble and it didn’t really effect my enjoyment in the long run. What’s important is that Beatrice comes to see her gift as something positive and Anne is able to find the inner strength necessary to pull her life out of the gutter of traditional marriage roles. I thought the novel was mostly well-paced. The breaks in point of view flowed nicely and didn’t get too confusing.

Overall, I give this one 4 stars. Enjoyable, more than a little frustrating, but ultimately a pretty powerful piece of women’s literature.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Published November 21, 2023 by Redhook. ISBN 9780316628808. Hardcover. 384 pages.

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2024 Reading Challenge

Well, I managed to hit my reading goal last year, but I did it just barely. Literally finished my last audiobook on the very last day of the year and added all my backlogged reads to goodreads. As far as the blog, 2023 was an absolute utter failure that we will attempt to ignore. New Year’s Resolution? Just resolve to pretend 2023 didn’t happen at all. But 2024 I’m starting fresh and starting new goals for myself. While I’m still doing the 52 book goodreads challenge, I’m also doing a 2024 custom reading challenge. Half of my books this year will have to come from the following categories. I’ll periodically pop in to update my progress and link the applicable reviews like I did a couple of years ago. Without further ado…

  1. An Alliterative Title
  2. Book from this Reader’s Digest List of “100 Best Books of All Time
  3. Reese’s Book Club pick
  4. Book published in the 1800’s
  5. Book by a Famous Author that is New-to-Me
  6. A Book Outside My Comfort Zone
  7. Book Written in Verse
  8. Book by an author using a pseudonym
  9. A Productivity Book
  10. Own Voices Book
  11. Alliterative Author pick
  12. Debut Novel
  13. Celebrity or Comedy memoir
  14. Young Adult Fantasy
  15. Nonfiction title
  16. Book Turned to Film in 2024
  17. For my Henry – a Book About or Featuring Turtles!!!
  18. For my Willa – a Book About or Featuring Cats!!!
  19. Book Chosen by Cover Art
  20. Book Recommended by a Fellow Blogger
  21. Bad Reader category – I Already Saw the Movie but haven’t read the book!
  22. Oprah’s Book Club
  23. A New to Me Classic
  24. Goodreads Top Choice Awards 2023 winner
  25. Booker Prize Winning book
  26. Book in Excess of 500 pages
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The Great Alone by Kristin Hannah – a Book Review

Unfortunately this will be the last of my 2023 backlog that I’m going to fully review. All of the others I’m just posting quick little goodreads review and starting fresh in 2024 with the blog. I got way too far behind. But this book deserves the full treatment, because Kristin Hannah has an absolute gift. She’s an incredibly versatile author, and though her books often vary in subject matter and time period, they always contain the same elements that elevate them above many other books written by her contemporaries. They manage to contain all the sheer beauty and brutality of life in such an authentic way. In The Great Alone, she allows the setting of a remote and unforgiving corner of the Alaskan wilderness to perfectly encapsulate the tone of this story. Life is brutal. Life is beautiful. Life will gut you and leave you breathless with ecstatic wonder.

Synopsis (from Goodreads)

Ernt Allbright, a former POW, comes home from the Vietnam war a changed and volatile man. When he loses yet another job, he makes an impulsive decision: he will move his family north, to Alaska, where they will live off the grid in America’s last true frontier.

Thirteen-year-old Leni, a girl coming of age in a tumultuous time, caught in the riptide of her parents’ passionate, stormy relationship, dares to hope that a new land will lead to a better future for her family. She is desperate for a place to belong. Her mother, Cora, will do anything and go anywhere for the man she loves, even if it means following him into the unknown.

At first, Alaska seems to be the answer to their prayers. In a wild, remote corner of the state, they find a fiercely independent community of strong men and even stronger women. The long, sunlit days and the generosity of the locals make up for the Allbrights’ lack of preparation and dwindling resources.

But as winter approaches and darkness descends on Alaska, Ernt’s fragile mental state deteriorates and the family begins to fracture. Soon the perils outside pale in comparison to threats from within. In their small cabin, covered in snow, blanketed in eighteen hours of night, Leni and her mother learn the terrible truth: they are on their own. In the wild, there is no one to save them but themselves
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Review

Truly great books do not leave the reader feeling sheer joy. You don’t come away with one emotion. Sometimes you come away feeling this mixture of anger, frustration, elation, heartbreak and exhaustion that makes no sense but feels like exactly what you need. We all know what it’s like to be Leni, in some fundamental human way. We’ve felt the desire to belong, and we’ve come to know that it’s possible to love and hate in equal measure, to fear that which you also desperately need, whatever that may be. And we all know what it’s like to feel the frustration of wanting to fix everything but not knowing how. The flaws of the people Leni loves hold her captive, and try as she might she will never change them. The only thing she can do is learn from their mistakes and grow in a way in which they all seem incapable.

I tried not to hate Leni’s father. I tried to understand how his awful experiences in life had twisted him into someone his family couldn’t recognize, but I’m pretty sure I failed. Let’s face it, many people (too many) have awful traumatic experiences surrounding war and don’t come out as abusive and dangerous individuals. You have to pile all that trauma on top of an already shitty world outlook, a giant dose of misogyny and racism and then you get a man like Leni’s dad. Surviving a war has nothing to do with strength. War doesn’t choose who gets to live and die based on who is and who isn’t a good person. If your weakness is powerful enough, you will still let it destroy you and everyone and everything you love. What I will say is his character is perfectly believable and that’s a very sad reality. There are a lot of people out there suffering under a pain they won’t face in a healthy or meaningful way. They’ll use it as a way to drag others down with them. Hannah found the true survivor’s story by telling that of Leni. Hers is a true strength and a heroism that you won’t hear celebrated in any veterans’ halls, because it’s quiet and understated, but so much more prevalent than any other form of valor you’ll ever find.

Long story short, I absolutely loved Leni’s story even when I absolutely hated it and wanted to throw the book across the room. The reaction was definitely visceral and powerful, and that’s a credit to the novel. This is Kristin Hannah at her best and most infuriatingly profound.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Published February 6, 2018 by St. Martin’s Press. ISBN 9780312577230. Hardcover. 440 pages.

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Malibu Rising by Taylor Jenkins Reid – a Book Review

I am far from the Taylor Jenkins Reid fangirl. This is only the second of hers that I’ve read, though I do plan on picking up more in the future. I feel like readers are in one of two camps with her (usually.) Either you love her stuff or you’re dropping one star reviews simply because she’s permanently ensconced in the popular fiction camp. Frankly, I’ve never thought the latter of the two philosophies to be entirely fair to anyone, not the author nor the readers devoted to their works. Then again, for me a one star review means something is either highly offensive or is just so bad in every single facet to the point I can’t find any redeeming qualities. Those are few and far between. Though, reviews are purely subjective. One person’s masterpiece is another person’s trash. Frankly, that’s what makes literature and life so compelling.

Synopsis

The four Riva siblings have known their fair share of struggles. As the children of an apathetic famous father whose face they only ever see plastered on magazine covers or television screens, and a love-worn alcoholic mother that succumbed to depression before her children were grown, they’ve only had each other. The oldest, Nina, learned to only care for others as she was thrust into the role of parent, sibling, and breadwinner all in one day. As adults, they’ve all attained their own success in their own unique ways, but they still feel the void left by their shared childhood trauma and personal resentments. On the night of the biggest party in Malibu for the year, an annual event thrown by Nina Riva, everyone who’s anyone will converge on the mansion for a raucous night of irreverent and, inevitably, dangerous fun. And it will change the lives of the Riva siblings forever.

Review

I thought this was a pretty fun read. The characters are solid and well thought out. They are quite flawed but still ultimately likeable. I liked the way Reid interspersed the backstory of the family in amongst the current chapters to lay a slow-building foundation for their characters. All the while, readers are slowly gleaning the tension that’s building toward what we expect is a pretty explosive conclusion. The conclusion was satisfying but it’s not as climactic as I’d expected. That may sound a bit odd, because it really is quite explosive, but I was expecting a certain type of explosion so I was pleasantly surprised. The end section did get a little convoluted with so many people at the party. There’s so much going on, and suddenly we’re getting all these different stories that aren’t necessarily related to the Riva siblings and their history. They proved to be more of a distraction from the main thread. Aside from illustrating the vapid and ridiculous world of Malibu’s elite, I’m not really sure what the purpose could be for including all the extras. Perhaps just as an illustration as to just how poorly Nina fits into this world. If so, mission accomplished.

As the de facto matriarch of the family, Nina really is the focus. Malibu Rising is her story of finally embracing her truth, and that’s what really kept me reading. Her character had a very satisfying character arc. They all did. They all discover something important about themselves and about each other, but Nina’s was surely the most vital and life changing. Overall, I like how this is an ultimately touching story without delivering a pot of saccharine goo. It’s a well-rounded book with competent and authentic character-building with quite a bit to which many readers can relate. 4 stars for this one.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Published June 1, 2021 by Ballantine Books. ISBN 9781524798659. Hardcover. 369 pages.

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The Pole by J.M. Coetzee – a Book Review

Coming in at only 166 pages, this little volume barely constitutes a book, but it manages to just tip the scale between novella and novel. This is deliberate on the part of Coetzee who has opted for what is described as “late style.” This phrase was coined in 1937 by philosopher Theodor Adorno who described it this way: “The maturity of the late works does not resemble the kind one finds in fruit. They are for the most part not round, but furrowed, even ravaged. Devoid of sweetness, bitter and spiny, they do not surrender themselves to mere delectation.” In hindsight, that does perfectly summarize this book. We see an aging artist laid bare, stripped down to the raw and ravaged sinew of a once formidable body. Even the cover of the book is simple and abrupt. The keys of the piano as shown are reduced to one octave ranging from A to G. Even this seems to suggest the shortening of time as one inches closer to mortality.

The Pole is told from the perspective of Beatriz, a resident of Barcelona who becomes the fixation of the aging pianist Wittold Walccyzkiecz. Though Beatriz seems to find the pianist utterly unimpressive and almost odious, she allows herself to get swept into his world. At times her disdain for everything from his physical form to his music seems to border on cruelty, the reading of which becomes so uncomfortable. This man, admired by the rest of the world as a master musician and powerful presence, is reduced to seeming pathetic under the gaze of Beatriz who is content to take and take and take without giving even the slightest hint of affection in return. As we read more into Beatriz’s psyche, we can view this as her own delusion, an inability or unwillingness to admit to her feeling. Her life and her marriage are no longer satisfying to her, but she keeps up appearances to both herself and the rest of the world because that’s what she is programmed to believe she must do.

I want to hate Beatriz, but I can’t. I understand her to a certain extent. I think most of us can relate to the conflict of inner desire versus outward presentation. Defer, deflect, deny, even to oneself. Upon initially closing this book your initial thought will probably be, “well that was depressing.” Upon intense reflection you’re able to piece together just how psychological it all really is, which actually makes it even more depressing.

The format of this novel is quite unique. It’s broken up into chapters and then further into what I can only describe as stanzas, the paragraphs being numbered and separated into their own separate groupings. Admittedly, while I once had quite a bit of musical training, I really don’t remember much about the structure of classical music, but the structure of this novel does make me think that Coetzee is structuring it in a way to mimic the movements of a symphony or concerto. Were I inclined to put the same amount of work into it as I might a thesis, perhaps I’d explore this, but I have seven more reviews to catch up on so I’m going to punk out on that idea. Let’s not and say we did, shall we? Either way, I think this is a very clever device that I initially found jarring, but once I fell into the flow it made a bit more sense.

In the simplest of terms, I can’t say that I enjoyed reading this book, but I am glad that I did.

Rating: 3.5 out of 5.

Published September 19, 2023 by Liveright. ISBN 9781324093862. Hardcover. 166 pages.

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The Unmaking of June Farrow by Adrienne Young- a Book Review

Adrienne Young is quite the prolific author, predominantly writing young adult fantasy but branching out lately to release more adult material. I’ve been under a rock, apparently, because this beautiful novel is the first of hers I’ve had the pleasure of reading. The Unmaking of June Farrow follows, you guessed it, June Farrow. She’s the last in a long line of Farrow women, women who are cursed to suffer the slow descent into mental decline. June is determined to be the last of this cursed line. She will remain alone, never to bring a daughter into the world to suffer the same fate. Now in her thirties, the hallucinations begin and June prepares herself for the end. However, as the hallucinations become ever more powerful, June begins to suspect there’s more to the story of the Farrow women than she’s previously been told. They aren’t just different. They are special in a way the rest of the world could never understand. The more she uncovers, the more June realizes she may not just have to let the curse die with her. She could stop it from plaguing future generations of her family once and for all.

I literally just finished the audiobook version of this novel. I positively loved it. I really can’t say a lot about the plot, unfortunately, because there are so many twists in this journey and the reading experience is totally rooted in the discovery. Granted, there were a few details that weren’t at all surprising to me. There is a murder, for instance, but I thought it was pretty clear from the start who committed the murder. It’s not a murder mystery, after all. It’s much more complex than that.

Time travel plays a major role in this novel. Years ago I settled on the idea that no matter how hard I may try, I will never be able to fully wrap my mind around the concept of time travel. Answers will always lead to more questions and then I’ll eventually either confuse myself into mental oblivion or come to the conclusion it’s just not freaking possible and nothing makes any sense. Trying to fully comprehend the sheer scope of this particular time travel thread made me feel like I was a member of the Farrow family, slowly losing my mind. Trust me when I say you just need to let go and let it be. Screw the logic. The human story is worth it in the end. The story is a lovely escape, and it’s ultimately about the power of love and the strength of the family bond.

This book is excellent in audio, and I really enjoyed the soothing Carolina drawl that the narrator, Brittany Pressley, enacted for its telling. The characters are strong, each well thought out and believable. It’s well paced and peppered with excitement, including some steamy love scenes if that’s your jam. The setting, as well, is quite rich and vibrant. Overall, I’d say this is one of my favorite books of the year if I’m judging by sheer enjoyment factor.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Published Oct 17, 2023 by Random House Audio. ISBN 9780593598672. Runtime 10 hrs, 7 mins. Narrated by Brittany Pressley.

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Apples of Stone by Philip Marsh – a Book Review

Philip Marsh was a local author, poet, and licensed clinical social worker based in the Ozarks where I live. I never got the chance to meet him, but I do know his brother, a lawyer in Springfield, who passed along Philip’s novel to me. The author passed away in March of 2021 from complications from pneumonia and multiple sclerosis, a disease he’d battled for almost 40 years. Despite these trials in his life, Marsh managed to truly leave his mark on the community in which he lived. Apples of Stone was his only novel. It is very loosely based on the Times Beach, Missouri, environmental disaster. If you mention Times Beach to any Missouri native who was alive and coherent in the 80’s, you’ll probably receive a somber nod of recognition. It was a big deal, and a ghost town was left in its wake to prove just what a big deal it was.

Let’s just drop a disclaimer right now. This is not a book that’s going to leave you feeling warm and fuzzy. The goodreads synopsis for this novel reads: “It is also a tragedy involving altruism, human weakness, and corporate greed.” That all becomes abundantly clear once you start reading this. Is it worth it? I think so, though I did have my issues with it. Quite major issues, actually.

First of all, I absolutely hated the main character, Elliot. I don’t use that word lightly. I hated this guy. He was selfish, arrogant, more than a little stupid, and a raging misogynist. Mind you, it was the 1980’s and it’s the Ozarks, so I guess most men were this exact dude and many still are. I am in no way under the illusion that I’m supposed to like Elliot. Marsh was a smart man. He knew what he was writing, and I have a feeling he knew a few of these gems of toxic manhood disguised as altruistic liberals. Elliot had good intentions, sure. He was willing to put himself on the line for his community. He fought for justice and brought light to a serious environmental issue when no one else would. He just makes a LOT of mistakes, all of which are tied to his penis. Not literally, ouch. I mean, we all know that the penis is the holy and divine gift from God to the male species that ensures they never have to be held accountable for anything ever again.

I mean, this is basically an Ozarks Shakespearean tragedy. The Montagues and Capulets are going to screw up so many times you have no choice but to clutch your almost empty bottle of wine while slumped against the wall decrying the imminent demise of humanity. TAKE ME NOW, CRUEL WORLD!! Come to think of it, I think there’s a deleted Avengers scene where Thanos reads this book and then decides to annihilate half of humanity. Frankly, I’m not 100% certain he didn’t have a point.

I have to talk about the part I don’t really want to talk about but I feel it necessary. I despise having to hate on female characters, but Julene positively sucks! Why does Julene exist? Why does there have to be a slutty temptress who spouts misogynistic BS into the ear of our main character to make things even worse? And why the ever-loving-hell is she his cousin giving this the ever-so-icky theme of Ozarkian incest? I tried to sympathize with Julene, I really did. I do feel as a woman in the 1980’s there are certain things about her that I admire. She is fiery and gives zero fucks about what anyone thinks of her, and I absolutely admire that. But when she confidently told Elliot that if lets his wife wear the pants, so to speak, she’d never respect him, I let out an audible gasp of disgust.

I believe this is one of those cases where a man of a previous generation struggles to write a female character that isn’t a caricature of womanhood. She’s sexy, immoral and manipulative, and not quite smart enough to not need the man to fight her battles for her. And Elliot is just as culpable as Julene, but somehow we’re left with this vague notion that everything is her fault and Elliot is just a victim of her diabolical feminine wiles. Don’t get me started on the poor wife. That woman deserved so much better than the life she was given on this planet, and I wish she’d been given the grit and determination of Julene. Instead, she’s a totally different caricature of the weak and simpering wife who pretends she doesn’t but really does need the man to complete her. Ultimately, I get what Marsh was trying to convey, especially after things come to an inevitable conclusion that I won’t discuss for giving anything away. Greed and selfishness reign supreme no matter how much money you have or how good your intentions may be.

I felt the best and most important character in this was Paul, Elliot’s brother. A former professional baseball player now experiencing crippling pain, Paul wrestles with the dissipation of his former glory and imminent mortality. It was Paul’s terminal cancer diagnosis that originally alerted Elliot to the environmental dangers affecting the community, issues that became even more clear when Elliot connected with neighbors experiencing strange symptoms that couldn’t possibly exist by coincidence in such a small geographic area. Frankly, I think there was something really powerful about Paul’s story that got overshadowed by Elliot’s lusting after his damn cousin for most of the novel.

Don’t let David or I dissuade you from picking this one up. As long as the People suck and then you die theme isn’t a total turnoff for you, there’s a lot of depth in this story. I mean… they don’t ALL die, though some people probably deserved it, but that’s just life. As much as he may like to, Thanos can’t actually snap his fingers and make ONLY the sucky people disappear. We’d lose some good ones and be stuck with some douche canoes. This is why we have wine and ice cream.

Marsh was a skilled writer. The pacing is good. The characters may be terrible people, for the most part, but they certainly aren’t lacking in complexity. There’s some action and excitement along the way, and even some surprises, though most of those also aren’t good surprises. Overall, however, upon reflection I’m glad I read this one and it is a story that will stick with me.

Rating: 3.5 out of 5.

Published June 16, 2013 by LuLu publishing. ISBN 9781304117755. Paperback. 382 pages.

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