How to Fake a Haunting by Christa Carmen – a Book Review

I chose this one on the off-chance it might actually be a ghost story. While it sort of is, I’m not actually going to count it as my ghost story, as I feel the final emphasis is on something much more psychological and emotional. Let me explain. The premise of this novel is fairly simple. Lainey Taylor’s husband is an alcoholic and someone who has become a danger to her and her daughter. Her threats to leave have merely sparked threats from him and his rich and powerful mother to deprive her access to her daughter. As any other rational woman would think, the obvious answer is to set up an elaborate fake haunting in order to torture an already mentally disturbed man into tucking his tail between his legs and heading for the hills. I mean, that doesn’t over-complicate things at all, right? It’s completely and normal and rational for a suburban mom to go to such lengths to get away from a terrible man.

As you can see, I was very turned off by this premise. Even if I didn’t like Callum and recognized the importance of removing him from the family environment, Lainey’s methods were so unhinged that I wasn’t sure either was an appropriate caretaker for a child. This whole novel is a testament to how toxicity breeds more toxicity. The supernatural elements were much more rooted in the actual shitshow being manifested by these two people who were no longer good for each other. It’s not lost on me that there’s an element of reality to this outlandish plot, especially when it comes to divorce and custody matters. Feuding parents can sometimes allow their own issues to spiral out of control twisting their originally good intentions for protecting their children into something that is more harmful to the children in the long run.

It can be quite ugly to confront those inner demons that twist us into someone we never thought we were capable of becoming. The grotesque and frightening aspect to the haunting in this novel becomes a very personal and uncomfortable image when framed in this light. When viewing the book from that perspective, I gained a lot more respect and insight into what Carmen was trying to accomplish, and it made my own discomfort with the main character and her actions much easier to stomach. Lainey’s best friend and partner in crime? Well, I think she may be a sadist. She enjoyed torturing a man way too much. That’s a matter for another day. She certainly helped keep things interesting. It’s clear Lainey (for all intents and purposes, a doormat) would have never taken such drastic steps without someone pushing her gullible butt into it. If anything, I didn’t really like how this third party’s role in all the chaos was just swept under the rug and forgotten. There are more than two people here who need therapy.

Overall, I found this book highly frustrating but I appreciate what it tries to say. I wasn’t overly fond of any characters, but that’s sort of the point. It may not make for more enjoyable reading, but it does give the reader something to ponder.

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published October 7, 2026 by Thomas & Mercer. ISBN 9781662530746. 337 pages. Paperback.

A-Z Reading Challenge 2026

As I set my reading challenge this year, I’m definitely staying mindful of my failure of last year. So far I’ve started strong and am determined to stay ahead this year so I don’t fail again. I do feel quite a bit refreshed and in a much better mental place at the beginning of this year. With that in mind, here are my categories for this year’s reading challenge. Since I failed last year, I’m keeping with the theme of A-Z.

A: Alternate History

B: Bildungsroman, or Coming of Age story

C: Book with a City setting

D: A Duology

E: Ecofiction

F: Book Cover featuring flower/flowers

G: A Ghost Story

H: Historical Fiction

I: Inspirational

J: Book set in Japan

K: Book featuring Kids as Main Character/characters

L: Book about a library

M: Book about motherhood

N: Noir fiction

O: Own voices story

P: Psychological Thriller

Q: A quick and easy read

R: A Regency Romance

S: Science Fiction Read

T: Time Travel Book

U: Book featuring Unrequited Love

V: Relaxing Vacation Read

W: Women’s Fiction

X: A work of Xenofiction, or a book told from a non-human perspective

Y: Book with a Yellow cover

Z: Zoological non-fiction

If you have any recommendations that would fit into these categories, feel free to leave me a comment! Happy Reading in 2026, everyone!

The Curious Charms of Arthur Pepper by Phaedra Patrick – a Book Review

Arthur Pepper, aged 69, is at a pivotal time in life. Recently widowed, he wakes every morning wanting little more than to slog through his daily routine with little contact with the outside world. He wakes at the same time, wears the same clothes, and cares for his only companion, Frederica the fern. Oh, and he attempts to avoid the well-meaning also-widowed neighbor who has adopted him as her current “lost cause” in need of fresh baked goods. On the one-year anniversary of his beloved wife’s death, however, he finds a beautiful piece of Miriam’s jewelry he’d never seen hidden inside an old shoe. Attached to a lovely gold bracelet are a series of charms, each of which holds a story that will lead Arthur on a journey to discover Miriam’s secret past.

This is quite a lovely story. It’s simple and sweet with believable and relatable characters. Arthur is quite charming in his own ordinary and initially naïve kind of way. When he starts off on his little adventure, he is a bit of a gullible pensioner out of his depth in a world he doesn’t understand, but as he opens himself up to new people and new experiences he’s able to connect with a self he never knew lurked beneath his rather ordinary façade. His new experiences open his eyes to the beautiful parts of his life to which he’s turned a blind eye. Grief is a vicious thing, and dwelling on the absence of the one we miss often blinds us to the wonderful people and things we still have surrounding us. Arthur’s relationship with his daughter, Lucy, is an especially touching part of this novel. I love how Arthur is able to open his own eyes to the pain of others. As people, I think we often get lost in our troubles and forget that those around us also have their own troubles. We all carry darkness that we try to hide from the world, and we don’t have to feel so alone.

Ultimately, this book is a testament to how our past can shape us but not define us. We have a choice in how little or how much we allow the past to alter the trajectory of our lives. Arthur could have seen Miriam’s secrets as a betrayal, but ultimately those secrets had nothing to do with him. In some part they led her straight to the place she was meant to be, each charm a stepping stone in the right direction.

Overall, this is a quick read with tons of heart and a teensy bit of mystery. It would be the perfect choice for a relaxing vacation read.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Published May 2016 by Harlequin Audio. ISBN 9781488201677. Runtime 8 hrs. 59 mins. Narrated by James Langton.

Admission of Defeat

For the whole of 2025, I tried to push myself. The more I stressed over how far behind and how unmotivated I was to accomplish literally everything, the worse it got. Even up until the last day of the year, I kept thinking with just a final push I could accomplish everything I’d planned. Now I sit here and ask myself… Why?

Maybe it’s part of the human condition to convince ourselves to, in the words of a great hero, “Never give up, never surrender!”

But is it really a failure to let recent setbacks fall away, leave them in the dust, and hit the reset button? With this blog, for instance, I set a new reading challenge in 2025. And for the most part, I followed it in my reading. Then life got in the way, and my personal life this year was, without delving into details, complicated and suffocating in so many ways. I felt like there were little pieces of me spread out across all of these multitude of issues that would have been difficult to manage as a whole human, but my scattered about self simply couldn’t cope. Often, sitting down to read or write just felt like another chore, another battle I had to weather while my sanity was still moderately intact.

So what was my epiphany at the start of the new year?

That’s not how it’s supposed to be.

I failed to meet my goals because I made them something they aren’t supposed to be. Reading and writing are supposed to be my escape from all the other shit I have to contend with. If I push them into this realm of unwanted obligation and take the enjoyment out of it, I will fail. Falling behind isn’t the failure. The falling behind represents the loss of joy I was infected with by bringing my stress into the situation and letting it consume my every day.

As far as New Year’s Resolutions go, I’m usually guilty of trying to do too much. I basically want to just fix my entire self, but that’s not going to happen because one day ushers in the switching of the calendar on the wall. It takes so much more than that. Sure, the New Year brings with it the promise of possibility, renewed hope, and all that jazz. But, for most of us, that new hope slowly fades away as we give in to the continued monotony of everyday stress and worry. The resolution can only be the catalyst for change if we’re willing to actually put in the work. And, sometimes, that means we just have to hit the reset button. Maybe I can’t do that with my entire life, but I can do that here. I can admit that I failed. I can admit that I never caught up on reviews. I failed at my reading challenge, but that’s ok. It was a rough year, but now it’s over and there are new possibilities around the corner.

There’s no shame in admitting defeat. Sometimes it’s in our refusal to admit defeat that we’re truly defeated and wind up giving up entirely. With that, my New Year’s resolution is just to give myself a little grace. I’m gifting myself a chance to hit the reset button. I’ll add my goodreads ratings for my backlog, and then I’ll move forward. I’ll do my self-imposed reading challenge, but I won’t forget the reason I’m doing it. Here’s to a successful 2026 reset, and if you have something in your life that could use a reset, don’t be afraid to take it. I promise… it’s ok.

Happy Reading, everyone.

Model Home by Rivers Solomon – a Book Review

I originally chose this novel as a Haunted House book for my reading challenge, but I have changed my mind. While there is that element of the creepy family home of hidden terrors that plague the nightmares of the now-grown children, that’s not really what this book is about. People looking for tense moments of aching dread, jump scares, and ghoulish imagery will need to look elsewhere. This novel is so much more introspective.

The haunted house, in this case, is a passive and silent character of the past. Three siblings, Ezri, Eve, and Emanuelle return to the site of their childhood torment upon learning of the deaths of their parents under mysterious circumstances. Together, they are forced to confront the host of family resentments and traumas that drove them away from the home in the first place. The trauma seethes not just from the house, itself, but from the community in general. As the only black family in an affluent neighborhood, the family of five had spent decades grappling with both overt and passive racism, classism, and more. Even within their own family, Ezri struggled to belong as they navigated the complexities of sexual identity and mental health within the cocoon of a family that simply couldn’t understand. They had fled the farthest of all in their escape from the bitter memories from that house.

As the siblings work to uncover the truth of what happened to their parents, they’ll open old wounds and come to terms with scars that may never heal but can be accepted and worn openly, not hidden in shame and uncertainty. There’s something truly beautiful about the cathartic journey that Ezri, especially, takes through the course of the narrative. The true horror comes in the way Ezri treats their own self, willingly subjecting their body and spirit to debasement and abuse as a way to calm their inner demons. Serious trigger warnings for sexual abuse. I’d hate to see someone pick up a novel expecting traditional horror only to face things that will dredge up old traumas. However, Ezri’s journey is one of catharsis, which could also be powerful for readers grappling with their own histories and traumas.

The character development is the sheer driving force of this novel. What it lacks in plot and action it makes up for with a powerful punch of emotion and societal critique, challenging our idea of what in life is truly terrifying and what our psyches substitute in place of the real fears we can’t manage to force ourselves to face. At times the writing came across as more of a lecture, but it still delivers a poignant and timely message that feels very relatable in various ways.

Overall, I was pleasantly surprised by this novel despite it not being what I originally thought I was choosing.

Rating: 3.5 out of 5.

Published October 1, 2024 by MCD. ISBN 9780374607135. Hardcover. 286 pages.