The Garden by Clare Beams – a Book Review

It’s 1948, and Irene Willard finds herself left at the doors of an old mansion-turned hospital. All women at this hospital, like her, have only ever experienced the heartbreak of lost pregnancy and are desperate to deliver to their husbands that gift of a child. Under the care of an enigmatic husband and wife duo of doctors, the women undergo experimental treatments that promise to bring their pregnancies to term. As Irene’s pregnancy progresses, strange things begin happening at the hospital. She will find herself doubting both her own sanity and everything she’s been promised by the doctors.

First of all, this book is not for everyone. It has a sleepy, ethereal style of prose. Irene is a frustrating main character, at first acerbic and cold. As we peel away her layers, it’s easier to see the depth of her discomfort with her given lot in life and the situation in which she finds herself. There are some compelling supernatural elements that contribute to Irene’s spiraling psychological state, or so it would seem at first. I feel like the build-up of the creep factor had promise. The setting helped usher this along. The symbolism of the unkempt garden as giver-of-life or bringer-of-death was certainly not lost on me. Though the uterus-shaped flower on the cover is a not-so-subtle clue of this as well.

What I appreciated most about this was the undercurrent of feminism and the psychology behind a woman’s worth being completely tied up in her ability to bear children. It’s 2024 and we still find ourselves in a time in which the powers at be wish to control what happens within a woman’s uterus. In that respect, this is a very timely book.

Unfortunately, I don’t feel that the end of this book did justice to the intended message. It’s hard to explain why I felt that way without giving too much away, but it would certainly be an interesting topic of discussion for book clubs. Novels like this are always up to reader interpretation, so it’s quite possible a different reader would take a completely different view. Thematically, this book is rich with symbolism, and it inspires a real feeling of dread throughout. Beams did a great job of making the house and garden a living, breathing character complete with a cancerous history that haunts the halls. It’s really quite a beautiful concept in hindsight, but I can’t say that reading this novel was explicitly enjoyable.

Overall, I really appreciate what this novel has to offer, but I don’t see it being on my list for a re-read.

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published April 9, 2024 by Doubleday. ISBN 9780385548182. Hardcover. 304 pages.

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The Opt-Out Family: How to Give Your Kids What Technology Can’t by Erin Loechner – a Book Review

Are you one of those parents who has lots of anxiety over the effect technology is having on our kiddos, especially their obsessive need to have faces buried in tablets? Would you like even more stress and anxiety mixed with guilt over what you’ve allowed to happen? Then read this book. Ok, I’m sort of joking about that. I actually think this book presents some amazing points and amazing ideas for breaking the hold technology has on our kids, though I did have some issues with it. That being said, I want to make it clear that my response to this book is solely my opinion on the issue. I don’t wish to imply any one philosophy or style is correct or incorrect. We are all doing our best. Let’s get into it, shall we?

Erin Loechner was a pioneer on the world wide web. Along with a handful of others, she paved the way for tech-savvy people to build websites, create blogs, and share ideas. All those “influencers” today who broadcast every single detail of their daily lives for clicks, those parents whose children are growing up on the other side of a camera so strangers can oooh and ahhh about how cute they are while simultaneously putting money in mommy and daddy’s pockets, can thank people like Loechner for building the foundation that made that a reality. Loechner, however, saw the writing on the wall and walked away from it all. Now it saddens her to see a child sitting on the playground equipment outside staring at a phone instead of actually playing, never once looking up or out at the wide world around them. Yeah, that’s tragic. We made that. What do we do about it?

Loechner, in her book The Opt-Out Family presents a different all-encompassing approach to parenting a child in today’s world. Using the playbook from big tech giants who created this whole mess by designing algorithms for the purpose of creating a bunch of tech-addicted zombies, she turns the tables and shows parents how we can use those same methods for actually engaging with our children and bringing the family back to real life instead of online life. Yes, this is necessary. This is something all families should be trying to do. The book is simple, clear, sometimes a bit repetitive, but it’s never really boring.

So what did I not like about it? Because, I have to say, I felt sort of uncomfortable the whole way through and at first couldn’t place why. Upon reflection, it’s just not achievable. Loechner takes an all or nothing approach. Say NO to every type of technology. Get rid of the tablets. Don’t ever give your children phones. Cover up the tv and don’t use it. Contact your children’s schools and sports teams and tell them you need different modes of communication than apps and emails. Opt-out and opt-out all the way. Sure, that may sound great in theory, but that sounds like something most families would try for a day or two and just give up on, like a crash diet. Two days into munching on carrots with fat-free ranch dressing and cardboard-tasting wheat crackers you find yourself with your whole face plunged into a plate of spaghetti because it was just too much too fast. I will always believe there’s a happy medium that doesn’t equate to a recipe for failure.

Additionally, can we address the elephant in the room that is technology itself? It is here. It is not going anywhere unless the apocalypse happens and we all go back to foraging for food and fighting off bad guys with scary homemade weapons with oddly cutesy names. Our children need to at least understand it. In the future, a vast majority of jobs will be in tech fields. Little Susie may be able to name all the species of flower found at her local park, but if she can’t operate a simple digital device, she will have a major disadvantage amongst her peers who are all taking high-powered tech jobs because they kept up with the times.

I do think we can still inspire wonder in our kids outside of the digital worlds in which they seem to find their joy. I do see the harm that comes from too much device use, from rising levels of anxiety and depression to a less active and more sedentary lifestyle. More than taking away, we should focus on giving. Put down our own devices, look them in the eye, and connect. Make time for outings. Make time to talk, go on walks without distractions and show them what it looks like to be curious and engaged. I think of this the same way I think of censorship. If they will be exposed to it eventually, they should be shown how to navigate it in a healthy way by you and not the outside influences who don’t have their best interests at heart. You aren’t a gatekeeper keeping them isolated inside a bubble in hopes they won’t ever see or hear something you don’t like. You are a sounding board to be there when they see something or experience something that confuses them or makes them uncomfortable. Where does fear come from? More often than not, it’s bred from ignorance. This doesn’t include that natural instinct that tells us something is dangerous. Should you fear jumping off a cliff without a parachute? Yes, your body fears that for a reason. Should you fear a spider you found in the garden? No, probably not. And if you know how to identify spiders, you will know whether it’s a friend or a bitey one that will give an ouchie that rots your flesh. Either way, leave it alone and let it live its best life. Lack of ignorance of a subject has given you the ability to see something for the delicate and amazing creature that it is instead of some frightening “other.” And it probably saved a life.

Also, let’s think about this a little bit. Loechner has a pretty widespread online presence with a website, as well as a blog. All of which we all have to access from a digital device, which she is decrying in every post. Sure, I read her ideas in an old fashioned book, but these days you simply have to have an online presence to market yourself. I’m in no way disparaging Loechner for using technology to spread the word about her anti-technology theories. She really doesn’t have a choice. In today’s world, tech literacy is a must for everyone and I don’t think we can, in good conscience, deprive our children of that.

Basically, I think this is a valuable book if you don’t take things too seriously. It has some great ideas but it’s a little too ambitious in its approach. I will not be swiftly embracing the opt-out family status, but I have started already using some of the ideas presented by Loecher. And I’ve tried to be more cognizant of my own behavior in front of my children. Instead of sitting down and busying myself on my phone catching up on social media posts, blog stats, or those dreadfully addicting mobile games, I try to remind myself to put down my device, because it can all wait. My children, however, are aging by the minute and are modeling their behavior after me. The Opt-Out Family is a great reminder of all of that.

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published June 11, 2024 by Zondervan. ISBN 0310345693. Paperback. 320 pages.

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Those Empty Eyes by Charlie Donlea – a Book Review

As promised, here’s the second book of the Charlie Donlea journey I embarked upon recently. Of the two, I think this is the one I found the most compelling.

Synopsis

Book cover image for Those Empty Eyes by Charlie DonleaAlexandra Quinlan has gone to great lengths to separate herself from the night that changed her life forever, the night her entire family was massacred leaving her the only survivor and the initial prime suspect. Ten years after the murders and after increasingly tumultuous years in which she fought to clear her name and get justice for the mistreatment she received by both law enforcement and the media, she now does some investigative work for a law firm. She’s changed both her name and her look, no longer recognizable as “Empty Eyes,” the name given to her by the media on the night of her family’s murder. When a particularly disturbing investigation leads her to clues regarding her own family’s still-unsolved murder, Alex finds herself back in the past reliving that awful night and pulling her into a dangerous world of secrets for which she may not be prepared.

Review

Once again, Donlea fooled me. A little. He likes to do this thing where he dangles something super obvious in your face leaving you wondering if this is really supposed to be a mystery/thriller, and then he slaps you in the face with something unexpected in the absolute final scene. So, in a way you have the satisfaction of being right while also marveling at the twist. Well played, Donlea. This novel moves at just the right pace, and it’s wildly exciting in all the right places. I really liked Alex, and I felt like I really knew her. Knowing her backstory so thoroughly allows us to understand her motivations. The scene in the beginning in which Alex’s family is murdered is so vivid it feels real. It’s terrifying and visceral. The grandfather clock is an especially nice touch. As tough as this scene is to read, it also pulls you in and makes you need to know what happened.

Once again, I really thought fans of true crime got a bad rap, but in this case some of it made a lot more sense. The way the media forced the narrative of Alex’s story is all too real. There’s a reason the term “court of public opinion,” exists. People like to think they know it all when they’ve only seen a couple of news reports that were simply designed to scandalize the masses. It’s easy to forget real people are behind these stories splashed across our televisions.

Once again, the psychology of the killer is in the hot seat. I had some issues with the killer and their motivations vs. their subsequent actions, but I can’t exactly get into that without entering into major spoiler mode, and I refuse to do that. Great for conversation but not so much for a review, so I will leave it at that. Overall, an exciting and satisfying thriller.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Published March 28, 2023 by Kensington. ISBN 1496727177. Paperback. 432 pages.

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WWW Wednesday – September 11, 2024

Welcome to WWW Wednesday, a weekly meme where bloggers answer three questions:

  • What am I currently reading?
  • What have I just finished reading?
  • What will I read next?

This meme is hosted by Sam at Taking on a World of Words. Be sure to visit her to see what she’s been up to this week!

What am I currently reading?

As usual, I have two books going. On audio, I’m listening to Tan Twan Eng’s The House of Doors, which is an interesting work of historical fiction primarily set in Malaysia between the years of 1911 and 1947. It features a fictionalized version of the writer, W. Somerset Maugham. So far, I’m really enjoying this one.

In hardback, I’ve basically just started a book with a gorgeous cover, a new novel by Rene Denfeld titled Sleeping Giants. It’s an intriguing mystery with some pretty dark themes, but I’ve really enjoyed what I’ve read so far. It’s a powerful narrative.

What have I just finished reading?

I’ve done a horrible job with actually doing some reading lately, so my most recent finish was at the end of last week. It was the audiobook version of The Opt-Out Family by Erin Loechner, one of the early veterans of the world that brought us “the influencer.” As a mother concerned for the welfare of her kids growing up in a world in which technology has completely overtaken the lives of young people, Erin chose to walk away from technology and go back to the roots of family sans devices. Now she advocates for a simpler lifestyle and encourages others to also become opt-out families. Her book uses the same playbook implemented by Big Tech to introduce parents to ways they can use the same methods to actually break the hold of technology on our kids. I have a lot of thoughts about this book, some good and some bad, so I look forward to delving into this one in the coming days.

What will I read next?

I have more audiobooks queued up at the moment than I can handle. I’m planning on first reading TJ Klune’s follow-up to the delightful The House on the Cerulean Sea that was just released this week. It is Somewhere Beyond the Sea, and I positively can’t wait! If you haven’t picked up the first in this series, I can’t recommend it enough.

As for physical books, I’m leaving my options open. I just started Sleeping Giants, and I picked up several on my last trip to the library so I’ll pick from those based on what I’m feeling in the moment. Feel free to drop me a comment with your post or to share what great things you are currently reading. Next up I’ll be posting a review for my second book by Charlie Donlea, which I plan to have out tomorrow. Until next time, happy reading!

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The Girl Who Was Taken by Charlie Donlea – a Book Review

Just a warning, it’s going to be a very Charlie Donlea week up in here at A Librarian and Her Books because I inadvertently wound up reading two of his in a row thanks to him being a book club pick by one of our Read Between the Wines members. This one, The Girl Who Was Taken, was the one I chose independently without even realizing he’d also penned our book club choice.

Synopsis

Two girls, both high school seniors, disappear from the same party on the same night in North Carolina. Megan McDonald returns. Nicole Cutty does not. A year after their abduction, Dr. Livia Cutty, the sister of the still missing girl joins up with the one who came back to solve the mystery the police still haven’t cracked. Together, they follow leads and Megan’s slowly returning memories to uncover secrets and lies that all culminate into quite the shocking conclusion.

Review

I’ll start off with the good, because I’m not a monster. Donlea definitely had me. Several times. He’s kind of a master of the red herring, and at one point I just assumed everyone was a murderer. It’s easier that way. I definitely never saw the big reveal coming. Character-wise I thought Donlea did a great job fleshing out Livia, Nicole, and Megan. Nicole, especially, had a lot of layers which added to her complexity and made me keep guessing about her motivations and her full role in the mystery. Frankly, this is what you need with a mystery/thriller. Feeling a connection, whether good or bad, with a character, is paramount to becoming invested in their story. I really enjoyed that aspect.

Fair warning, there’s a lot of cutting open of dead bodies and all that, considering Livia’s work as a medical examiner. I can tell Donlea did a lot of research, and he definitely infused some really technical aspects while also stressing the importance of the job. Each body represents a person who is loved by someone. It’s important to take care and show reverence. On the other side of the coin, Donlea also did a wonderful job examining the psychology of a killer. When things came together, they made sense. Hopefully you’re getting that there’s a lot I liked about this book, because I’m about to get petty, which is something I don’t like to do.

Mr. Donlea, for the love of God, a girl who is 145 pounds is not fat. I get that many young girls have insecurities that make them feel as if they are even when they aren’t, but it wasn’t just this character’s internal monologue. Every other character also judged the hell out of this poor girl, and it seemed as if I’m supposed to believe her to be pathetic and weak simply because of her weight. I mean, if a few extra pounds are all it takes to eradicate a woman’s critical thinking skills in times of distress, there’s a huge swath of us about to get kidnapped! Stop sending these ridiculous messages that add nothing to the story and actually distract from the good stuff. A lot of freaking women read crime fiction. Stop pissing us off.

For my second slightly petty issue, what’s with the true crime fan hate? In both the books I recently read of his, true crime fans are depicted as twisted, salivating monsters who get their jollies from other peoples’ suffering. Sure, maybe there are some people who are that way, but it’s a massive mischaracterization of… oh, I don’t know… YOUR WHOLE DAMN FANBASE! Who do you think reads murder mysteries and thrillers?? We certainly don’t read it for the body shaming.

I know, sometimes I sounds like a total buzzkill. At least Donlea didn’t drone on about the underwear choices of our heroines like someone else I know. (Looking at you, Christopher Golden.) Really, I did find this novel enjoyable and quite exciting. I admit to my quibbles being petty, and I wouldn’t urge someone not to read it simply because I was a little annoyed. Overall, it’s worth it.

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published April 25, 2017 by Recorded Books. ASIN B072276IPJ. Narrated by Nina Alvamar. Runtime 10 hrs 49 mins.

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Dragonfruit by Makiia Lucier – a Book Review

This title takes the place of my Young Adult fantasy read for my reading challenge. I pretty much chose it at the library off the new YA shelf because the cover was so compelling. It’s not rare to find fiction based on folklore and mythology, but it is rare to find titles based on the mythology of the Pacific Islanders. In this novel, we follow Hanalei of Tamarind, once a revered lady from a royal family. When we meet her, she’s living in exile following the actions of her father who absconded from Tamarind with something important in order to save his daughter. After several years of scraping by to survive, she finds herself studying sea dragons. These majestic creatures are hunted by most, and their eggs, called dragonfruit, are richly sought for their magical properties. After encountering a group of dragons bearing dragonfruit, Hanalei finds herself back in Tamarind for the purpose of helping her childhood friend, Sam, obtain dragonfruit to save his mother who has been stuck in a permanent state of unconsciousness for the past 10 years. Together they will rekindle their old friendship and battle foes, both magical and human, on a quest to restore the future queen to her place on the throne.

Review

Truly, this is one of the most unique and refreshing storylines. I applaud Lucier’s ability to come up with something that hasn’t been done before. I liked Hanalei as a character. She’s strong, independent, complicated, and highly intelligent. I don’t think Sam was quite as well developed, and it was quite difficult to understand the chemistry between the two. We basically just know they were great friends, and they still like each other. A lot. I can’t say that we truly get to see how powerful their bond is or the potential it has to grow into something more. The adventure at hand takes center stage, and I normally like that. I would, however, like to be able to feel the chemistry if it’s a romance.

If you are, like me, a person who can read a book in which people are mercilessly mowed down but have serious issues with animal deaths, this isn’t the book for you. It may be due to the fact that Lucier did a wonderful job bringing the animal/magical creatures to life in this, infusing them with personality and complexity. She did a better job with them than with the human characters, if I’m being honest. That really makes a lot of what happens to be difficult to handle, especially because she doesn’t give us much of a break from it.

I had a few issues with pacing and found myself losing focus sometimes. It honestly took me a while to get through this one, as short as it was, because I’d get distracted by other things. Overall, I’d say I enjoyed the refreshing and unique vibe, but the execution could use a little polish.

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published April 9, 2024 by Clarion Books. ISBN 9780358272106. Hardcover. 356 pages.

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In Pieces by Sally Field – a Book Review

I’m pretty much always behind the times, as evidenced by the fact that this memoir was a Goodreads Choice Award nominee for best memoir and biography back in 2018. I’m surprised I hadn’t read it yet, because I’ve adored Sally Field for about as long as I can remember. Even as a kid, I could feel how authentic and human she seemed, and I fully grasped her range and skill as an actor as I grew and watched more of her films. In this memoir, she briefly touches on her acting roles, but it’s much more about the relationships that shaped her as a woman, an actor, and a mother.

Her relationship with her own mother, the actress Margaret Field, is the most pivotal focus of the book. She beautifully shapes an image for us of her mother as a kind but complicated and imperfect woman. Their relationship was, at times, heartbreaking, but it was always beautiful and always stronger than any other force in Sally’s life. I absolutely cried at this one. Sally isn’t just a talented actress. She’s a fiercely honest and powerful writer. She didn’t shy away from exploring the most difficult moments in her life, including her mother’s marriage to Jock Mahoney, an actor best known for his various roles in popular westerns during the 50’s and 60’s. It was at the hands of Jocko that she would suffer her first experience with abuse from a man, but it certainly wasn’t the last.

She details the sexual exploitation she experienced as a young actress at the hands of producer Bob Rafelson. However, the most simultaneously infuriating and awe-inspiring part of the book surrounded Sally’s long-term relationship with the actor, Burt Reynolds. Burt was a narcissistic, controlling, and gaslighting asshole who did nothing but demean Sally’s career and her skill as an actor. The single-handed most pivotal decision Sally would make is to choose Norma Rae over Burt. This film would truly cement her place as a Hollywood icon and would bring on her first win for an Oscar for Best Actress. I still think, however, that her reclaiming her own story from an insidious misogynist was her crowning achievement. Had Burt had his way, Sally would have never recognized her own worth.

I’m not sure if it was a coincidence or a purposeful action that this memoir was released a mere two weeks after his death, but it’s probably a good thing he didn’t know this all got out. Oddly enough, however, though I haven’t read Burt’s own memoir from 2015, But Enough About Me, it would seem he throws shade at those who release false statements slandering someone’s character following their deaths, something he felt was done to Johnny Carson. Is that what happened here, or was Reynolds just pretty damn sure people had dirt on him and would do the same when he was gone? From perusing reviews of his memoir, it would seem he kind of glossed over his relationship with Field, saying it was the “biggest regret of his life” that they couldn’t make things work. I’d venture a guess that his regrets were that he treated her so poorly, but vulnerability and self awareness eluded him all the way up to his death.

Sally makes sure to give shout-outs to those in her career who were always fierce advocates, like Joanne Woodward during Sybil, and Daniel Day-Lewis during Lincoln. I think my all-time favorite scene in the book was where Sally recounted her first meeting with DDL, which was one of the most heart-warming and beautiful meet-cutes in world history, though they were only ever an on-screen couple. I’m glad to have confirmation that he’s not just an amazing actor, but an amazing human as well. He saw her light from afar before ever even meeting her. Burt Reynolds shared the same space with her for five years and tried to smother her light so it didn’t overtake his own. One of those is a real man and the other an overgrown child who lacks the emotional intelligence to face his own insecurities. I’ll let you figure out which is which.

In summary, this is a really special book about a powerful, badass woman who I admire even more today than I did previously. As far as celebrity memoirs go, this one is a gem.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Published September 18, 2018 by Hachette Audio. ISBN 9781538763025. Runtime 10 hrs, 41 mins. narrated by the Author.

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Know My Name by Chanel Miller – a Book Review

My reading selections have been a bit depressing lately. Honestly, they’ve been downright infuriating. You may not recognize the name of the author of this memoir, but you certainly know of her. We only knew her as Emily Doe in the rape trial that shook the nation back in 2015, a trial in which the sentence would anger millions and result in the subsequent recall of the Judge. Despite her victim impact statement going viral, her rapist was treated with compassion at the loss of his “potential.” She was seen as merely a body. This memoir is her way of reclaiming her story from those who would paint her as something she is not. For the purpose of this review, I’ll just refer to her attacker as what he is. I won’t say his name. You know who he is.

Let me tell you what is so powerful about this book. 1 in 6 women in America has been the victim of sexual assault. Rarely are these ever reported, much less prosecuted. Most women feel like the hell they will go through to see justice served is not worth it. This book illustrates exactly, in excruciating detail, why this is the case. In the case of Emily Doe, she’s given anonymity in order to protect her, but that’s of little use to her. She still has to sit in silence and endure the vile, ignorant statements demeaning her character and her choices. She has to tolerate each and every one of the “She should haves…” without even being afforded the opportunity to defend herself. And that’s just the Court of public opinion. What awaits her in the courtroom is almost worse, as it’s all directly said with her in the room, often to her face.

While she’s referred to only as the unconscious intoxicated female, her rapist is described in the same reports as a star athlete, a young man with a bright future, and a good all-American boy. He just had a little too much to drink and made a bad choice. That’s all. Never mind that Chanel, also, has a bright and promising future. Never mind that she’s a talented writer with a quick wit and a host of accomplishments to her name. She had way too much to drink and made a bad choice. How dare she? Men are given the excuse, and women are given the reprimand. It’s an age-old story that’s getting really fucking old.

By Chanel taking control of the narrative, she gives voice to so many women who have been scared into silence. She bore the weight of all the humiliation, insult, and vitriol to say that it’s finally enough. She truly bares her soul in this, examining the difficulties she encountered after the attack. While her rapist’s future as a star athlete was in question because of HIS OWN actions, her entire life was spiraling out of control because of someone else’s. She was overcome by fear, confusion, inability to connect intimately with a loving partner, anger and a host of other emotions that no one else could understand. She developed a short fuse and would snap at loved ones for the simplest of things. She was becoming untethered. How many women become completely untethered and can’t find their way back like Chanel did?

Her memoir is a catharsis. We follow her as she takes the events that could have destroyed her and turns them into something that sparks the healing process. It’s not just for her but for so many other women who’ve been drowning alone in a secret shame not even of their own making. I saw some reviewers saying, “yeah, it’s good but it’s a little long.” Fair enough. It is a long book. I think Chanel earned her place on the podium and we should listen as long as she needs to speak. She was silent for long enough. I didn’t feel it was repetitive. It was comprehensive, as there was a lot of emotional and psychological ground to cover.

There is one thing I need to address, and it’s Judge Persky. This man sentenced the rapist to a whopping 6 months for the three felony counts to which he was convicted by the jury. This sentence enraged citizens who saw this sentence as compassionate to the defendant but not to the victim. There are some Persky supporters who argue that the sentence was within the guidelines of the law. It’s true that the sentence was within the legal guidelines, but I’d hazard a guess that Persky would have handed down a much harsher sentence to a young black man from a poor family who committed the exact same crime under the exact same circumstances. He wouldn’t have looked for the excuse that the sentence was permitted under sentencing guidelines. Rather, he’d want to make an example of the young man. Instead of making an example for other rich white college boys, Persky sent the message that they can keep getting away with rape as long as alcohol was a factor. There are people serving years from simple drug charges who watched the rapist come and go from that jail in 3 months, only half the original sentence. That, my friends, is unacceptable. The voters, rightfully, made an example of Persky.

I wholeheartedly applaud Chanel Miller’s bravery and sheer audacity to strike back. The world tried to make this a story about someone else, a nameless and faceless body who deserved what she got simply for being a young carefree woman. She is immortal between the pages. She is a powerhouse. She is a badass. And her rapist has slithered under a rock where he belongs.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

First published September 24, 2019 by Penguin Audio. ISBN 9780593172186. Runtime 15 hrs, 25 mins. Narrated by the Author.

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The Serial Killer’s Apprentice by Katherine Ramsland and Tracy Ullman – a Book Review

I spared you the full title of this book in the blog post title, as it’s a mouthful. In truth, the full title also includes the tagline, “The True Story of How Houston’s Deadliest Murderer Turned a Kid into a Killing Machine.” As with any other GOOD true crime title, this one aims to set aside the prevailing pieces of misinformation that have permeated the narrative over the years and set the record straight as to the true and, often, much less black and white reality.

At one time, Elmer Wayne Henley, Jr., was seen as a monster, a cold-blooded killer who assisted the Candyman in luring young boys to their doom. He helped pick out the victims. He helped with the torture. And he helped with the grisly task of silencing the victims forever and making sure they were never found. Ramsland, the principal writer, and Ullman, the principal researcher, present Henley in a different light. They break down the relationship between Henley and Dean Corrll, the notorious Candyman who terrorized Houston from the years of 1971 to 1973. They examine in detail the extent of the grooming that the lonely and abused Henley underwent with Corll, a man who seemed to understand him and love him as no one else did. Despite being intelligent and talented, Henley didn’t stand a chance. He was from a poor family and all he’d ever known was misery. Dean offered him a way out. Psychologically, Dean Corll was a master of manipulation. Not only could he recognize pliability in his marks, his “mur-dar,” if you will, but he knew how to play to their weaknesses. Once he had them, he knew how to keep them by using whatever leverage he deemed necessary, no matter how extreme. What he failed to do, however, was to gauge where Henley’s lines were drawn, ultimately leading to his downfall.

This book superbly examines the psychology of both Corll and Henley. It lays out the timeline, and it spares absolutely nothing in the way of gory details. This book is intensely disturbing. Dean Corll WAS a monster. His crimes were brutal, horrific, and he preyed upon children. Screw trigger warnings. Consider this one as just having them all. I saw some reviewers on goodreads stating that they couldn’t even read this. I’d venture to say only true crime fans would even attempt to read this one, so that’s really saying something. That cover alone doesn’t really inspire warm fuzzies. I have a bit of an iron constitution when it comes to this kind of thing, so I handled it well. But it’s definitely not for the squeamish.

And then there’s the anger at the whole unfair situation. First there’s the anger at the Houston police not taking these numerous reports of missing boys seriously. There’s the anger of Henley not receiving even one ounce of compassion despite his finally breaking away from Dean’s iron grasp and taking down the monster who had victimized so many young boys, including himself. If it hadn’t been for Henley, the police would have never caught Corll and so many other boys would have disappeared. So many families would have never received the closure they so desperately needed. Henley was a child and a victim of grooming and abuse. Was he completely innocent? No. There’s absolutely no excuse for his actions that is adequate enough, and the now 68 year old Henley understands this. But he deserved psychological care and rehabilitation. I’d like to believe if this same case happened today we’d do a better job, but I’m not so sure. We still do a terrible job of recognizing when someone is slipping through the cracks. The whole thing is just so sad.

Don’t get me wrong. It’s a great book. It’s just not exactly a beach read.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Published April 16, 2024 by Crime Ink. ISBN 9781613164952. 336 pages. Hardcover.

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The Magic All Around by Jennifer Moorman – a Book Review

I initially found this book so intriguing because of the cover. Look at it, it’s utterly gorgeous and definitely exudes magic. However, I also initially had the fear that it might verge into the world of schmaltz, and I don’t really enjoy that, which is why I generally read outside of the romance genre. Having never read any other Moorman books, I had no idea what to expect. Overall, I wound up being pleasantly surprised despite having some issues.

Synopsis

Having only ever experienced a nomadic lifestyle as she accompanied her mother from life to life across the U.S. landscape, Mattie Russell isn’t sure how to cope when her mother unexpectedly passes. She finds herself back in Ivy Ridge at their family’s old Victorian home, now occupied by her Aunt Penelope. Despite having no intention to stay, Mattie finds herself sticking around Ivy Ridge in order to fulfill her mother’s last requests, a list of seemingly nonsensical tasks she must complete before she can collect the surprise inheritance her mother left for her. Also complicating things? The boy next door, the one who got away, has also returned, and Mattie still finds him as compelling as she did before.

Review

First, I’ll get the bad out of the way. I can’t get over the fact that if the Hallmark channel did a live action version of Encanto, it would basically be this. We have a matriarchal family living in a magical house, and each of them have their own unique special abilities. The house is a character in and of itself, and it’s sweet and cheeky and a tad bit meddlesome. What we get is a coming of age story in which Mattie realizes the full potential of her abilities and just what a vital role she plays in the Russell family. Do you see what I mean? Then there’s the fact that Mattie has this strange ability to control the radio with her thoughts and emotions, ensuring the perfect song plays at the perfect time. OMG… she’s a transformer.

Ok, that’s maybe a little bit of a stretch, but do you see what I mean? I just felt like so many details in this book seemed borrowed from elsewhere. I know in this world in which there’s such a plethora of digestible content, it’s difficult to come up with something truly original, but this one had so many overused themes. Girl meets boy. Girl kisses boy. Girl never sees boy again until they both return to the same small, sleepy, charming town they both vowed they’d never return, and we can basically guess the rest without actually reading it.

Having said that, there were some really charming elements to the book that kept things fresh and interesting. I did like the concept of Mattie having to complete the tasks. These helped us learn a lot more about her mother, a character we never truly meet. We only hear about her through others. If anything, I feel like this aspect sort of got swallowed by all the other stuff and was treated mainly as an afterthought. I think it would have been more effective had this mystery been more at the forefront and the romance taken a backseat. I don’t know that Jonathan’s perspective needed to be featured at all. He could have still been a supporting character while not detracting from the heart of the story, which is ultimately about the relationships between the women in this family. Or it should be, anyway, in my opinion.

Aside from those quibbles about plot and story structure, the book really is quite lovely. It’s well-written and never drags. There’s a tiny bit of mystery, but it’s ultimately a character study. I would recommend it to someone looking for something light and cozy and not overly complex. And that cover!

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Published January 1, 2024 by Harper Muse. ISBN 9781400240524. Audiobook. Runtime 11 hrs 40 mins. Narrated by Kathleen McInerney.

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